Last night was rough. I won’t sugar coat it. I wasn’t
sure I wanted to go on. ”What do I have to show for?”
“What difference have I really made?” “I feel more
insignificant now than I have ever felt in my life.” 🤷♀️🤦♀️
I went through all the scenarios. Asked God why it
has got to be so hard. And felt really sorry for myself.
Then I asked God to give me hope. Give me purpose.
Give me a plan. I must have a plan. I must have a purpose.
I believe DESPAIR is being used to hold so many of
God’s children back from their callings and purpose.
We are told in scripture NOT to be ignorant of the
schemes of the enemy. There is an enemy. There is!
It’s time to rise from our ashes and dust off our knees.
It’s time to seek God like never before and believe he is EXACTLY who he says he is. He is FAITHFUL. 👆👏🙌
This will not be easy. Nothing worth it is ever easy.
It may require more prayer than ever. Fasting. Death.
Death to EVERYTHING that robs your devotion to
God. Get back into the Bible and devour each word!
“Jesus said to them, “I am the bread of life; whoever
comes to me shall not hunger, and whoever believes
in me shall never thirst.” John 6:35 ESV