Last night was rough. I won’t sugar coat it. I wasn’tsure I wanted to go on. ”What do I have to show for?”“What difference have I really made?” “I feel moreinsignificant now than I have ever felt in my life.” 🤷♀️🤦♀️ I went through all the scenarios. Asked God why ithas got to be so […]
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A Baby Changes Everything
Upon reading a positive pregnancy test for our fourth baby, I felt at once so many unfamiliar emotions. Never before had I considered the timing of a child. This seemed, if I’m honest, untimely. Who has 3 “geriatric” pregnancies in 4 years? We hadn’t yet expanded our home. Daniel had plans to buy a pick […]
Memento Mori, Trick or Treat, and other deathly phrases
This time of year always has me in a writing mood (whether I get time to or not is entirely another story). Nonetheless, there’s something about the Fall months that seems to usher in a desire for pondering. Perhaps you’ve felt it too? Living in Florida, we don’t see the seasons change that drastically but […]
Behind the Curtain, Behind the Veil
“He commands His blessings concerning the righteous.” Deuteronomy 28:8 If you’ve ever gone through a period of grief or been near to someone who has, then you know the saying, “Don’t worry, God will make good of it all in some way. He makes everything perfect.” It seems it’s the go-to line for most Christians. […]
The other side of the Pendulum – surviving COVID, miscarriage, and the secret to a full life!
If you know anything about my story, then you may recall that I refer to my decision point as The Pendulum Promise. In my hour of most desperate need, when all hope of joy seemed lost, I trusted Jesus to give me strength for the journey. And it’s been a journey! For the first time […]